This is nothing more than just a random rush of emotion. In which I tried to put into writing because my words always fails me, or just simply because I don't know any person who will silently listen to me.
I have fallen in love. I would lie if i said I haven't, in fact I have fallen in love so many times. But I never had the courage to confess to anyone. I am the type of person who keeps her feelings to herself until the feeling slowly dies out. I'm afraid to be rejected but most of all I'm afraid that soon I will realize that I am not meant to be with the person I am with now and that I need to tell him that we should put an end to it. Breaking the heart of someone you once love is just horrible ='(.
I am an old fashioned woman. I don't make a move on a man I wait till they make a move on me. But this kind of thinking really suck, co'z soon they get stolen away by another woman...or another man. Sometimes I have guy friends that are sweet towards me and are giving signs that the like me, but they never confess=(. Seriously what is wrong with me?? Is it because when they asked me if I wanted a boyfriend I said no?! Ahh so that really is it. Well I thought that if they really like me, they will still confess their feelings...What I am looking is a true love, a kind of love that will go against all odds and survive the passage of time. A kind of love that will make my heart beat fast just by being near each other. I am not looking for a love that is just use to pass the time. It is really that hard to find that kind of love? Am I asking too much??
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