cosplay

Found this pic while searching randomly for D.gray-man images 

and I was like "Oh GOD! bishie!!" 

so beautiful and elegant

is he a she or is she a he????

why are there people who are born so pretty and handsome both at the same time?

why am I not born like them =')

well anyway I still love myself...

Tell the world of his love

For God so loved the world 
He gave us His only Son 
Jesus Christ our Savior 
His most precious one 
He has sent us His message of love 
And sends those who hear 
To bring the message to everyone 
In a voice loud and clear 

Let us tell the world of His love 
The greatest love the world has known 
Search the world for those who have walked 
Astray and lead them home 
Fill the world's darkest corners 
With His light from up above 
Walk every step, Every mile, Every road 
And tell the world, Tell the world of His love 

(Tell the world of His love) 
(Tell the world of His love) 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jamie_rivera/tell_the_world_of_his_love.html ]
Our Lord our savior our king 
Emmanuelle prince of peace 
Begotten of the Father's love 
Born to set us free 
Let heaven and earth sing His praises 
His righteousness proclaim 
Let every heart rejoice in His love 
And magnify His name 

Let us tell the world of His love 
The greatest love the world has known 
Search the world for those who have walked 
Astray and lead them home 
Fill the world's darkest corners 
With His light from up above 
Walk every step, Every mile, Every road 
And tell the world, Tell the world of His love 

(Tell the world of His love) 

Let us tell the world of His love 
The greatest love the world has known 
Search the world for those who have walked 
Astray and lead them home 
Fill the world's darkest corners 
With His light from up above 
Walk every step, Every mile, Every road 
And tell the world, Tell the world of His love 

(Tell the world of His love) 
Tell the world of His love

thank you

I love my family so much

Even though sometimes I faill to show it to them..

I can't wish for anything else because I already have them. They are the greatest gift that God gave me..

I know that sometimes i've been very hard on them but in the end they never failed to forgive me..

And on the worst days of my life they supported me and cheered for me..

guys I know that I'm not good with words, I'm anti social and I hate people but you, my family, is the only exemption. 

kawaii ne

Isn't this picture soooo cute =3?! Its a cartoonized image of the poet Edgar Allan Poe..

I found it somewhere when I was searching for his Image

He looks so lonely and sad and adorable that I want to pat his head..

All the credits goes to the artist of this picture..

Eating cup noodles as a midnight snack tonight(^o^)...

Imagining that its a hot bowl of ramen from japan..

I wonder how it taste like, the ramen from japan

Every time I see Naruto eating a ramen It looks like its very delicious..

Fandom

 (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧I'm just so in love with Sekihan right now that I want to write down my feelings for him.

Sekihan(which literary means red ride) is an utaite singer from Nico Nico Douga, a famous site in Japan where people can share their videos..Sekihan has such a wonderful voice, its kind of manly and creepy and gothic all at the same time 0__0. I fall in love with his voice first and with him second.

This is his duet with Pico(another utaite) they were singing Magnet and I was screaming from my heart the whole time and I was like " oh my God, Oh my God, OH MY GOD his voice is awesomeness incarnated!!"ヽ(￣Д￣)ノ Even when they change their voice that they sounded like girls it was still great and the whole video was full of moe~ and BL scenes that I had a massive nosebleed. oh gawd there was too much fun service I love it~ ヽ(●´ε｀●)ﾉ

Have you ever felt in love? Horrible isn't it?

This is nothing more than just a random rush of emotion. In which I tried to put into writing because my words always fails me, or just simply because I don't know any person who will silently listen to me.

I have fallen in love. I would lie if i said I haven't, in fact I have fallen in love so many times. But I never had the courage to confess to anyone. I am the type of person who keeps her feelings to herself until the feeling slowly dies out. I'm afraid to be rejected but most of all I'm afraid that soon I will realize that I am not meant to be with the person I am with now and that I need to tell him that we should put an end to it. Breaking the heart of someone you once love is just horrible ='(.

I am an old fashioned woman. I don't make a move on a man I wait till they make a move on me. But this kind of thinking really suck, co'z soon they get stolen away by another woman...or another man. Sometimes I have guy friends that are sweet towards me and are giving signs that the like me, but they never confess=(. Seriously what is wrong with me?? Is it because when they asked me if I wanted a boyfriend I said no?! Ahh so that really is it. Well I thought that if they really like me, they will still confess their feelings...What I am looking is a true love, a kind of love that will go against all odds and survive the passage of time. A kind of love that will make my heart beat fast just by being near each other. I am not looking for a love that is just use to pass the time. It is really that hard to find that kind of love? Am I asking too much??

Rain rain go away!

Its been raining since the morning its night time already and it's still falling. Is it the rainy season already? Isn't it too early for that? Well then perhaps theres a storm? Either way I cant tell co'z our Tv broke down and I haven't heard any news for a couple of days now and I'm too lazy to look it up in the internet.  Urhg! my whole day has been a waste because of the bad weather, even  the internet connection is at its worst during this time.

Looking at these picture somehow brightened my mood and made me wished to also have a cat that i can hug every time i feel down. Just imagining the warmth of its body and its soft fur makes me feel relaxed. I'll appreciate it so much if someone gives me a kitten.

Artistry

Because there was so many leftover paints from my brothers project and they are all drying up I decided to try painting, it's my first time doing it because I just usually draw using pencil and ball pen. I used our plant as the model, yeh I know my painting suck but it's just my first time so I think it's still acceptable isn't it? I find it really hard to paint so I salute all the painters in the whole world for their skill and patience, because while I was doing it there was a time that I want to brake the brush for moving on its own accords, yes it was the brushes fault not mine, if there's no one to be blamed blame the brush!!!

Morning dew

I was woken up by my sister at 5 o'clock in the morning to fetch a Tricycle for my brother. I have barely taken a sleep because I was reading something in the Internet earlier so i feel sluggish. As I walk outside I felt the cold air blew in my face, it was cold yet it was very calming. I saw students making their way to school and they were like wearing new shoes, new uniform, new bag, new everything! and i felt jealous because my class won't start until next week ampff.... While walking i felt like i was floating in mid-air, perhaps its the result of lack of sleep. I heard the chirping of the birds and smelled the wet grass, it was a peaceful morning and i want to drop asleep on the pavement. But alas i reached my destination,  while on the tricycle i let out a single yawn and a tear accumulated on the side of my eye, i wiped it with my hand. and as i reached my house i called for my brother and informed him that the tricycle is already outside and I hurriedly climb in my sanctuary, my bed, and fall fast asleep.

A peek in the dark

And my soul lies weeping
in the distant corner screaming
in the endless darkness dreaming
covered with sins that are consuming
while lying timid on the floor

where shattered glass slices thy flesh
and sharp stones pierces the bones
yet the feeling of pain was not felt
for i felt a much greater pain than this before.

cosplay

 When I first watched an anime convention organized by Otakuzine I felt overjoyed. Imagine I was already an anime lover since I was in elementary and I can only see pictures of cosplayer on friendster oh! how I envy them! I always thought that cosplay are only  in japan, ugh how naive I'am, but then i learned from a friend of mine that we also have  cosplay conventions here in the Philippines, and that next week it will be held at SM mega mall. Thats why when my friend and classmate asked me if i want to cosplay I didn't hesitate to say yes, hey! its my life long dream after all (^o^). 

The story behind the costume...

 When I opened my piggy bank containing all of my life savings Behold! countless coins fell out making the *caching caching* sound, but after counting them all it only amounted to about 500 pesos (I'm so poor T_T). But this didn't become a reason to back-out from my plans. I never asked money from my siblings for my capriciousness on anime, so to budget all my resources  I decided to ask my friend to sew my costume for free and she agreed, then i went  to Divisoria to buy the needed fabric. I cosplayed Kawashima Ami from Toradora, well its not because shes my first choice or anything, its just because her uniform looks easy to make (anyway I'm not the one who will do the sewing co'z I'm not good at it, but i just don't want to put a heavy burden on my friend who kindly accepted my selfish request.) and also because i cant afford to buy a wig, i think my hair will pass if i cosplay her. And tada! heres the result...

EPIC FAIL!!!

you won't even recognize the character i'm cosplaying

well anyway its my first time doing it so i think my excuse 

is reasonable isn't it? right?

 Well I enjoyed the event and everything was worth it that is all that matters. So now I'm saving money again and preparing for another convention. It may take a while before i cosplay again but i will make sure that the next will become much more better..

boredom

The schools semester has ended, I have nothing to do, I have no money, I'm slowly decaying from my sit in front of the computer hoping that I would be able to find any interesting show or just ANYTHING that will bring my soul back to its mortal coil..........