I've forgotten who I am. I don't have amnesia, I just happen to forgot who really I am. What are the things I can do? How far can I go? How much can I sacrifice? Back then I know, but now, I can't make up my mind.
I was then confident with the things I do. But the sudden changed in my environment caused me to forget who I really am. It was like I was so fired up at first to improve myself but then, the urge declined and I lost all my senses. The paved path I was following crumbled and I fall down
falling
falling
falling
I didn't know how long I was falling. There was no sense of time. I don't even remember what I was thinking when I was falling, or maybe I wasn't thinking of anything at all. All i know is that I'm falling. I tried to save my self and climb back up, but my efforts are fruitless, and I thought "Will everything end up when I reach the bottom??? or will it lead me to a different more cruel road???" Anything might happen, there are countless of possibilities. But there are consequences that should be paid. I've already lost a couple of my life and I'm still losing some. I've also hurt and anger the people I love. But I am the ONLY ONE to be blame because I wasn't strong enough...
